December 11, 2020
Going sober for 2021. I want to be a better version of myself & I know I can only achieve that if I take better care of my mind & body. As much as I want to deny it smoking marijuana & drinking alcohol changes who I am from my energy levels to my moods. I cry more & am sad more, I feel more alone & withdrawn from the world yet I keep up pretending it’s making me feel better when every day it makes me feel worse than it did the day before. I was sober for a year & I fell weak and couldn’t keep to it. Now I want to go sober for 5 years. I want to be the best version of myself possible & I know being clear in my mind will help me achieve this.