Never have I ever had a boyfriend who was proud of my job. I’ve had two “normal” boyfriends in my adult life, normal being they don’t do porn. Both of which ended in an ultimatum, porn or them. I always chose porn. I’ve struggled with that choice tho, wondering if I’ve made the right decision. I worry that maybe I lost my chance at love & happiness. Knowing I carry the weight of shame around me I find it hard to believe that some day someone will accept me and love me for all of me. But I can hope. So this is me hoping that one day someone will be proud to call me theirs & that other sex workers like me can feel the love we all desire.